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DEGREE!! alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. byk Allah bg kemudahan utk mommy menyusukan awak. mudah.. susu takde la melambak2. tp sekadar cukup. belum lg campur ngn FM. Allah bg ilham study Allah bg ilham camne nak handle EBM ( mommy tensi mula2 dulu huhu) ingat lagi ajar awak minum bottle .. time tu arwah atuk ade lg. time tu awak 3 bulan. mommy suke tidurkan awak atas lengan sambil BF. tak kesah la kebas ke ape... tengok awak dari angle atas. awak dongak2.. pegang2 mulut, pegang2 gigi mommy.. korek2 mulut mommy.. gelak gelak.. Alhamdulillah. syukur atas nikmat Mu yg tidak terbalas. I have been very lucky. I have had the choice to breastfeed all of my children. Not everyone has the choice; not everyone wants the choice. But, though I have had my own share of hurdles in the adventure that is motherhood, nursing is something that has been relatively easy and effortless for me. Not painless, mind you, but mostly free from the trials that some women face. Some days, I need ...

suke .. sukee.. :D aritu mengepow lightbox. coz selama ni amek gambar product mesti gegar gempita. blur sana sini sememeh. terus mmy request. hah.... sharp kan gambar :D... sukeeeeee sangat.

huhuh.. subhanallah aeyyman dah besar. besar panjang. semangat dah. dulu bleh je tinggal stroller la ni jalan2 takleh tinggal dah... aeyyman kurang makan. tp bile selera datang byk makan. susu kerap. cuma malam - terlena lama, takde macam dulu. setiap sejam bangun carik susu. Breastfeeding journey agak risau. susu drop dari dulu. tapi still maintain utk sehari intake. dia tak tambah susu .. dari dulu paling kurang pon naik 1 oz .. dari 3 oz ke 4 oz. X 4 botol. maybe suke lagi mengempeng ngn mommy. beza dengan dulu dulu sopan je letak atas pangku, korek2 mulut mommy. dok diam je. mommy pon tak letih. skang ni dah pandai selak2. menonggeng nonggeng. kalau duduk tu, mesti menonggeng dah. kalau mommy baring, sesuka hati je tukar kiri and kanan. kadang time pangku, mommy gigit tangan dia yg gebu, usap2, gelak2.. cakap2.. aeyyman suke gentel gentel tarik2. tapi takat ni belum kene gigit sampai berdarah la. makan pon, suke pegang sendiri. makan bby tak suke. nak yg ...

huh. anak dah 10 bulan. malas dah nak update blog. blog lebih kepada mencampakkan ingatan, agar suatu hari nanti leh korek2 untuk mengingatkan kembali diri ini. Aeyyman 10 months old makin manja! makin melekat! org ke dapur dia ke dapur, org ke hall dia ke hall, ni dah pandai capai kaki melekat je kat kaki. mmg balik keje tak dan nak masak. T_T. bby sebaya aeyyman dah pandai diri dah.. aeyyman blom ( dok kepit ngn mommy camne nak blajo nak oiiii) oh dah merangkak at 9 months old. gigi sudah ampat 2 gigi bawah- demam panas kat mekah 2 gigi atas - demam panas 9 bulan. tp tak lembik cam kat mekah. mmy tuam, bangun je tuam bangun je tuam, seboleh2 xmau bawak ke spital. berserah pada Allah, last try mmy cuba onion ( rupenye garlic) tapi lembik gak bawang tu esok nye. panas sgt badan dia!! note-to-self kalau aeyyman demam lemon socks garlic socks jaram letak bawang belah tepi dia bagi vco selang 2 jam. pempered him tima kasih temanku yg bg byk idea nat...

A few weeks ago I finally got around to listening to the audio recording of  Dr. Tom Cowan ‘s talk at the last  Wise Traditions Conference  on childhood fevers. An interesting lecture, Dr. Cowan discusses a possible link of chronic fever suppression to the propensity for developing cancer later in life.  Hmm.  I certainly am not a huge proponent of fever reducing medicines (like acetaminophen, ibuprofen, or aspirin) used in excess, but his presentation still gave me pause. A few days later, my five year old woke up with his first fever in a long while, so I had a chance to face my opinions on treating a fever first hand. I helped my red-faced son into comfy jammies, hydrated him, and tucked him into bed.  He seemed to be quite miserable and uncomfortable, since he was  shrieking  at a very high pitch. Though I don’t typically take temperatures, I did this time, and he registered just under 103°F. I gave him some homeopathic  arnica ...

penah rasa tak rindu. tp sakit. sedih menanggung rindu pada org yang dah takde. rindu ayah. sakit. selalu kalau ade prob, gusar, mesti call dia. ayah pekaba ayah buat ape ayah dah makan makan ape? kadang2 bila dia jawab ( makan dah, beli kat pekan) .. alahai sedih giler tkde org nak masakkan. ayah dengar2 la radio bukak tv.. dah takde. takde dah bile nak call tu.. rasa nak call tu.. dia yg call dlu. takde dah kalau lebih 4-5 hari tak call, dia yg call... lame tak telefon ayah... *nangis* sungguh sakit rindu ni.. perit. bile takde dah. rasa nak pergi ikut sama. rasa cam, "ini semua tak lama" nnt jumpe la.. ayah, sungguh kisahmu seperti nabi ayub AS dugaan anak, harta, sakit sesungguhnya aku merinduimu menangisi nasibmu tapi asbab itu semua lah engkau bahagia di sana.

selalu terfikir, rindu takyah la kata, nape tk de mimpi ayah ni.. rindu kt mekah n madinah.. 3 hari lepas mimpi ade di mekah, then hati ni nak sangat pegi madinah sampai terdetik nak berjalan kaki ke madinah. 2 hari lepas mimpi arwah ayah, jumpe dia, dia dengn ramai org kat satu tempat. cium tangan and muka puas2.. me: kak rindu sangat kat ayah ayah : senyum lembut dia, jawab: ayah pun.. Allah rindunye lahai. 1 hari lepas mimpi kat satu rumah (macam rumah sendiri) ramai org datang rumah. semua pasangan baru kahwin, and ade yg bawak anak. semua jumpa ayah as macam ayah ade sessi kaunseling, motivasi utk pasangan berkahwin. terubat rindu. Alhamdulillah. syukur dr hamba Mu yg kerdil lagi jahil ini.